Currently Listening Riot! By Paramore For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic see related

just talk yourself up and tear yourself down...

you fixed your one wall, now find a way around...

this sucks.

it does.

but i'm dealing with it.

because i can't change who you are or who you choose to hang out with.

i'm upset that you decided not to be my friend anymore because i was stupid and ...well, stupid.

i really wish you could see how i feel about you now.

how all i want is to be your best friend again...and how i know that deep down you might miss me.

but i'm sure my replacement is doing just fine...

& i leave you with this.

in a few years, will she still be there for you like i am? over the summer, will she still be there for you? next year? the year after?

who knows? she probably will be.

but i just wanna let you know that you'll always have me,

even if you don't want it.

i'm always here for you

because unlike you, i keep my promises.

Currently Listening Every Second Counts By Plain White T's Hate (I really don't like you) see related

r a n d o m

I haven't been here in a loooong time.

I see that ROB's using it to keep in touch with her man. That's so sweet.

I should use this for my emo-ness. Haha.

Well, hi.

HOMECOMING

was sooo much fun! It was so rad!

Dinner was soo damn awesome! The waiter, Adrien, was the coolest waiter EVERRRRR...except for that one waiter we had...he had curly hair..he was hot... ahem

the dance was soo much fun and they played my humps, and everyone freaked out...

and i was with all of my friends!!!

the last homecoming while an official high school student. wow!

tears will be shed come prom! =)

Let the rain fall down

and wake my dreams

let is wash away

my sanity

cause I wanna feel the thunder I wanna scream

let the rain fall down

i'm coming clean

I dont care how much i dsilike Hilary Duff, everytime it rains, that's one of the songs that cannot leave my head.

tonight is opening night.

wish me luck

Currently Listening Run It! By Chris Brown ..um Run It. (i'm ready for homecoming already) see related

This song means a lot to me...well, even more than before..

You've got your ball,
You've got your chain
Tied to me tight, tie me up again.
Who's got their claws
In you my friend?
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock,
And sweet you roll
Lost for you, I'm so lost for you

Oh, and you come crash into me
And I come into you
And I come into you
In a boy's dream
In a boy's dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare-boned and crazy... for you.

Oh, and you come crash into me
Baby, and I come into you
In a boy's dream
In a boy's dream

And if I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
To forgive me
In my haste
When I'm holding you so girl,
Close to me

Oh and you come crash into me, yeah
Baby, and I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
And show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
And show your world to me
In a boy's dream
In a boy's dream

Oh, I watch you there
Through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing, but you
Wear it so well
Tied up and twisted,
The way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash into me, baby
Come crash into me, yeah

Crash into me...
Crash into me...
Crash into me...

You know, I'm the king of the castle,
You're the dirty rascal, crash into me.
Please crash into me, baby...